The Flaky Derelict

Of masks, monsters and demons caged in my head.

The whys and the demise of the mask short lived – 1 –

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Why? Was the question that first came to my mind when I first realized her beauty that she’s completely and utterly unaware of.

 Why does one look from those awe striking pearly eyes turn all my defenses to ashe?

 Why can’t I maintain the ever-dominant mask, the everlasting and rather convincing façade?

 Why can’t I turn away even when my own gazes are unwanted or revealed?

 Why is that I lose my words, my courage and my sensibility whenever I’m touched by her halo or just blessed by her presence?

Why do I seek vulnerability when I always reigned supreme?

I wondered, wonder and will keep wondering for seconds turned into hours, hours transformed to days and days into years to come, for I have scarcely felt this genuine, this pure, this astonishing sense before, I’ve never yearned for a touch that vigorously before, I’ve never felt close to something or rather someone which is, or rather, who is so far away. Yet I wish, but rarely do wishes come true, for my only wish was you, the one who flew over and above humans and scarcely knew who she was in my eyes.

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Artwork by Russ Mills

 

Author: Zeus

I am the grey area, everything by choice and nothingness by choice, wherein everything is possible as it is improbable.

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